June 28, 2000
I’m looking outside my window... the sky gets darker as the time for the sunset gets closer. Dark clouds pack together and drizzly rainfalls makes little water drops on the glass. I ‘sigh’ and wonder what you are doing right now. I realize that you are sleeping and I try to picture you in my mind. I see you lying in your bed, peacefully dreaming. Your little head, your eyes closed, you mouth a little open and breathing slow and deep.
I wish I could step in your room and kiss you on your lips and hold you forever in my arms. To protect you from harm and take care of you as I feel obligated. You are too far away, out of my reach, yet you are closer than anyone else; you are right here in my heart.
I lay down on my bed, staring at the sealing. I hug my pillow, wishing it is you, but who can I fool but my own heart. A little tear runs down my cheek and I think of how you used to wipe away that tear. Your wonderful smile, beautiful voice and you pretty face staring a...
Hey hey hey Nijntje-freak-mama-to-be (hehe),
ReplyDeleteIts normal mare. I was also crazy with lots of cute things then for Niels...and they all look cute to me then :-)
Neri