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In my heart

June 28, 2000

I’m looking outside my window... the sky gets darker as the time for the sunset gets closer. Dark clouds pack together and drizzly rainfalls makes little water drops on the glass. I ‘sigh’ and wonder what you are doing right now. I realize that you are sleeping and I try to picture you in my mind. I see you lying in your bed, peacefully dreaming. Your little head, your eyes closed, you mouth a little open and breathing slow and deep.

I wish I could step in your room and kiss you on your lips and hold you forever in my arms. To protect you from harm and take care of you as I feel obligated. You are too far away, out of my reach, yet you are closer than anyone else; you are right here in my heart.

I lay down on my bed, staring at the sealing. I hug my pillow, wishing it is you, but who can I fool but my own heart. A little tear runs down my cheek and I think of how you used to wipe away that tear. Your wonderful smile, beautiful voice and you pretty face staring at me with you black eyes.

I keep saying to myself: ”Someday we’ll be together forever.” Someday... but it seems so far away, because time goes so slow when I am so far from the place you sleep. I take comfort in knowing our love is true. Our love is so strong that there is nothing that is stronger, but only one thing is as equally strong as our love and that is the only thing that can take us apart. “Our love is as strong as death is...”

Dedicated to my one and true love Donna,
May I forever be yours, Toby

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  1. I know you both are so happy that you are together now...for almost 2 years already!!! HOERA! HIP! HIP! HOERA!

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