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Wondering

Here I am, sitting beneath the silence
Wondering inside this little room
If in the other side of the world
As my beloved would meet me in his dreams
I am his last thoughts
Wondering if he cried with me last night
As mesmerizing blissfull moments together
And longing embraced my soul
Wondering if he sighed with me last night
As i see his face in my mind
And felt the shivering inside
Wondering if next evening will be the same
As i long to feel him again
And feel the emptiness inside
But one morning i know
I will wake up and stare at a beloved soul
Wonder about the joy he brought
When we will be together
And share our lives forever

by Donna
10/08/2001

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  1. the 4 N'sSeptember 17, 2004 at 9:13 AM

    I was WONDERING like you for quite a while...funny love isn't it? It's not easy to be far from the person you love...longing is worse than depression.

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